I can’t stand these fucking people with these fucking family window stickers on their cars a murderer is gonna come into your fucking house and you’re gonna try to hide your kids in the fucking closet and he’s gonna be like naw bitch I saw your fucking mini van I know you have six more kids where are they
23 now got his life in his hands
He’s looking all around and he doesn’t understand
‘Cause life’s too busy, things get in the way
We all feel alone every single day
And I’m 18 couldn’t wait to move out
It’s been 5 years and now I’m starting to doubt
Whether all my dreams are just aimless stares
Looking off to someplace that isn’t there
When I’m 32 will I be miserable?
With everything around based on principle
Will I have a clue, oh wouldn’t it be nice
to never be alone in this wasted life.
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?